wow.. dont you just hate it when you are paranoid + impatient? thats the worst kind imo ;_;

i hate waiting for people to ship things out.. i feel very paranoid that they might turn out to be... scammers.. even tho they arent! i know they aren't but you know -.- hearing so much horrific things happening to others makes you very cautious about things as well : | i dont want to lose $850!!! thats almost like 1k worth of money! i think thats the most ive spent on a doll..

oddly enough i dont feel like buying anymore.. its like it's so expensive that it actually scares me now :/ like, somehow, buying them made me feel immune to the amount of money i spend.. it's crazy! S; and i dont think its a nice thing to get "used" to. its hard to earn money and it took me 2 weeks to earn that much :/ i wonder why .. somehow.. it seems so easy to spend it.. -.-''

isnt that weird? i never thought of it much until now.. oh well i guess its a good thing.. ive finally started to realize the value of money slowly..

i hope Lula has been sent today.. im really worried... its just that shes gonna be sent from Alberta and seriously ><' that'll only take 2 days to get here really.. which makes me feel even more anxious cos i know she should be here by thursday.. but yeah -.- it turns out that it might be friday after all.. THAT Is if she actually sent it today.. *SIGHS*

not to mention im also anxious about the lati babies.. the company has been VERY delayed with things.. it sorta drives me insane because im actually waiting ONLY for these dolls to get here.. otherwise i already woulda flown to the Phiippines next week e__e''

lula, please be here soon........... *sighs deeply*

all i can do is pretend im not slighly.. severely anxious at the lack of communication...

T__T sigh, i had no choice but to move my flight to the 21st of May now. I would really rather try to wait for all of them ( latis & unoa ) than be without them for 3 more weeks.

If for some damn reason i still cant receive them >:O I at least will have a week or two's worth of wait. e_e'' or whenever my dad decides to go to the Philippines.......... *urg*

how long does it take to get BLANK latis?? -.- im never ordering from them again. seriously. :-/

i just posted a question on the board.. it's ALREADY "beginning" of May. They ignore my question about wanting a more ACCURATE date of shipment.

I guess even with me delaying my flight to may 12... i had a feeling it was too short back then... i dont think i will receive it in time at all :/ really frustrated about this company. im glad i never ordered actual limiteds from them. they cant even handle sending out BASICS with no make-up. -.-''''' Good thing i only want their YELLOWS and nothing else.. i can easily get them off someone else in the future. sigh -.-